that was almost ten months ago when i first laid my eyes on you, yet until now i still remember that day. I can still hear your voice, i can still see your smile. and by instance my heart was captured by you.

then there is so many ways to reach you and so many ways i can have you but then i was so shy enough to talk to you. until i decided to private message you. my hurt skips when you replied.. then we created treats with the simple hi message. but i was so fool enough to removed you in my friends list.

that was then you ignored me in YM. it hurt me yet that's all my fault. and now i heard that you are not alone and you are happy to have her. it is time for me to let you go and be happy for you. damn hate it, but that's the less i can do..

hurting me more

i never know you will hurt me so the way i am feeling right now. it never come in my mind that i will love you more than can words can be. im hurting now and feel so miserable for loving you. i keep asking myself i am not good enough for you or you that busy to notice me. i know i am a fool for loving you dearly but i can't help myself. i been loving you larger than life but this won't be enough to love me too..